Friday, October 30, 2015

Counter Poem #9

What is more intimate: a New
Yorker kiss on the cheek
or a Southern hug? Either
way, you breathe in a friend.


Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Sheri's Wait

She spoke to Mr. Cancer.
He gave her little time.
She insisted.

            Once a blue
bird, not a blue jay,
rested on her vacant
shoe. She thought
this through:

         Some jays mock
and steal the nests
of other aves.

Sheri wrestled cancer till
she nestled in blue dreams.
She won a night's sleep.


Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Counter Poem #8

"I've been in prison. 
I've had beautiful women -- 
had a seat next to Mick
Jagger. Life is good."


How to Prepare Heart

I broke one of my rules and wrote this review while attending Alabaster Rhumb's How to Prepare Heart at the Nuyorican Poets Cafe. I typically rely on my memory and don't annoy fellow audience members by writing during a performance, but I was sitting in the back near the bouncer. Nobody cared.

He is aural satisfaction incarnate.

Close your eyes and enjoy the sea voyage, particularly Calliope.

I'm biased, as a poet, but I think Rhumb could use fewer words. His capillaries are clean. The whites of his eyes are clear. His "I'm so scary / see my capillaries" is a bare-bones lyric, utterly sung from the gutter. Catgut strings are the sole accompaniment.

I confess that I know Rhumb and Godin (the producer) -- two precious souls that too few have had the gift of meeting -- and seeing her face alight to his crooning is a highlight for me.

Rhumb is soul salve for a tender heart.

"We're all lost / in madness"

Frankly, I believe in God, and I'm amazed by anyone who produces such tremendous art because I think all great art is from above. Whitman would have interrupted Rhumb to sing along with him. Whitman's pantheism strangely works for me, and I hope it does for Rhumb. Rhumb is a holy conduit.

"I want to be a bird" is a solemn flamenco tune, full of duende. Lorca would be proud -- better yet, he would dance.

At the end of the experience, I found all to be necessary. Let me repeat: there is nothing superfluous in Rhumb's creation. All is necessary.


Counter Poems #3 - #7

Every body worships
some diety by living,
eating, and defecating.
Wash your hands.


My job ate my
life. My wife
saved my dreams.
A furry belly sings.


[For John Foti]
"Who is the biggest Yankee
fan here?" "I don't know,
I had a shit ton of Whiskey,"
said Jeremy.


Tennessee Williams moaned,
"If I got rid of my demons,
I'd lose my angels, too."
Lose 'em both, start anew.


[For Evan Karachalios]
"You got your back
to the corner. You
protect your kin,
friend. Good on ya."




Sunday, October 18, 2015

Tompkins Park

I'm sitting in the park.
Every cobblestone breaks.
I'm thinking of my heart.

Each person breaks apart.

All will come to nothing.
The sky is getting dark.
I am ever wanting.

Each person breaks apart. 

Shadows climb the buildings.
I'm sitting in the park. 
All will come to nothing. 

Each person breaks apart. 


Thursday, October 15, 2015

Counter Poem #2

Ladies folding fabric
stick together. Fabric
clings to ladies folding
fabric. Funny women!


Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Darkness Hanged: A Love Poem

for David P.

Daniel drank the living
blood and choked. Robert
fed him innards. Each gave
till they were empty. Only Danny
gave past quit, fed himself
into the maw of fidelity,
and came out raw boned.
He came out stone.


Subway Poem

Cree -- is graffiti-ed
across a wall's face.
I pass on the 7 train.
The Creek nation
cries at this dark,
truncated truth.


Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Counter Poem #1

People accurately estimate
1-year plans, underestimate
5-year plans. People are flowers
dying each summer.


Counter Poem Criteria

Actually, here are the rules:

Right four lines
on a counter top.
Editing
is optional.


Wednesday, October 7, 2015

Watcha doing on your back?

Journal Excerpt

Why was I on my back? Well, I was on the sidelines during the second overtime round of a wrestling match. The tournament was still young. My coach and my dad asked me to lie down, so they could fan me with a towel and give me fluids. But I was mentally defeated in that moment because I rested on my back.

In wrestling practice, we could never rest our shoulder blades on the mat for longer than a half second. The only time we did was when I and my fellow teammates were doing crunches, or of course, if we happened to be pinned in a practice match -- even then, both shoulder blades would simultaneously touch the mat for a split second, the whistle would blow (or the coach would slap the mat) and then it was over.

At this tournament where I was lying flat on my back, my dad had earlier bought me a t-shirt that read:

Boys play football
Girls play basketball
Men WRESTLE

I was self conscious of his purchase because my family rarely had money. Though the shirt was inexpensive -- red, iron-on letters across a blue jersey -- I felt it was an extravagant expense. However, I was not thinking about this while I lay on my back, instead I was looking at the high-hung, florescent fixtures and breathing heavily. I was red faced and sweating. I was not mentally prepared for the last round.

Let me emphasize the fact that my coach and dad were seeking my best interest. I was obviously overheated. This was my second match of a double-elimination tournament -- I'd lost the first match. Dad and the coach were each shaped like a "V" (wide-set, large shoulders and strong small calves). These were tough dudes. They asked me to lie on my back and this baffled me, but I trusted them because they wouldn't ever do anything to kill my winning spirit. They literally wanted me to cool down.

The last round was about to begin. I faced my opponent in a standing position -- feet shoulder width apart (one slightly in front of the other), shoulders hunched, head slightly down, eyes on my opponent's waist. I was down by a single point. If I took him down, I'd win. He only had to survive the round. We had 60 seconds.

"Wrestle!"

I was furious and exhausted, but I knew the remaining time and my goal. I rushed him and pushed him off the mat. The referee blew the whistle. Back at the center, we began again. I drove and nailed a single-leg hold (45 seconds remained). He ground my face, his thumb raked across my nose, prying my head away from him. I wasn't budging. He got smart and hurled himself out of bounds, again. The whistle blew. Back to center (28 seconds remained), I locked up with him, then immediately let go. At 80 pounds, it was stupid to wrestle like a heavy weight -- too much leverage was lost with a minor mistake (10 seconds remained). I somehow let go of him and simultaneously swung around behind him. I slammed him to the mat, but I was too forceful. He used the momentum to spring away from me. I grabbed an ankle as he crab walked, again toward the coward's exit -- out of bounds. I bent his knee to the mat with my hands around his foot and my shoulder to his calf. The whistle blew.

I lost. His hand was raised in victory.

Having always been too sensitive for my own good. I burst into tears and shamefully walked off the mat. My dad must have been disappointed, but he remained silent, gave me my sweatshirt, and walked beside me toward the bleachers. We picked up our cooler and gym bag near my teammates. A stranger said, "That was incredible. You're very strong, son." I wiped my face, stopped crying, and said, "Thank you."

I'm sure Dad was proud of my reaction. Even in defeat, his son acted like a man.

Though it's needless to say, I never rested on my back again. A couple years later, I began playing soccer. Team sports are less intense.